Friday, September 24, 2010

journnalll

Hey you :)

Haha soooo yo0o0...
I jsut started this blog, meant to be to help me journal my walk with God as I had so many prompts from God to be doing this yet I have constantly put off, so time to start living out of conviction...

SSSSSSSSSSSSSooo ahah this is gonna be fun, Im so excited about what God is doing...
however, after experiencing the highs of floating on the mountains with God we always somehow end up in a valley again.
I just spend like my last 3 and a half thousand dollars, then as soon as I did it, all these doubts came into my mind, and thinking I will fail it and blah blah blah and that I had been a bad steward of what God has given me... when I had septn so much time in prayer about it before hand and received countless signs of God to do it... then I went on God wants you to know and received this message "On this day of your life, Rebecca, we believe God wants you to know ... that there is no need to obsess over a decision.
God has more in store for us then we can ever predict, and what we fear are bad choices frequently turn out for the best, because our hidden aspirations know better where we are going than our rational minds"... ahah that was liek made me feel so silly. God is good and when its His will, He always provides... For me its just the learning the part to work hard on our on parts, so that we are making the most of what He's given us and using it to serve Him and His people.


Ye so... Hey Choices matter ay, don't let fear stop you, and don't give up when you fall over once. just get up and give it another shot! God's got your back!

Psalm 40

I waited patiently for the LORD; he turned to me and heard my cry.
2He lifted me out of the slimy pit, out of the mud and mire; he set my feet on a rock and gave me a firm place to stand.
3He put a new song in my mouth, a hymn of praise to our God. Many will see and fear and put their trust in the LORD.
4Blessed is the man who makes the LORD his trust, who does not look to the proud, to those who turn aside to false gods. 5Many, O LORD my God, are the wonders you have done. The things you planned for us no one can recount to you; were I to speak and tell of them, they would be too many to declare.
6Sacrifice and offering you did not desire, but my ears you have pierced; burnt offerings and sin offerings you did not require. 7Then I said, "Here I am, I have come— it is written about me in the scroll.
8I desire to do your will, O my God; your law is within my heart."
9I proclaim righteousness in the great assembly; I do not seal my lips, as you know, O LORD.
10I do not hide your righteousness in my heart; I speak of your faithfulness and salvation. I do not conceal your love and your truth from the great assembly.
11Do not withhold your mercy from me, O LORD; may your love and your truth always protect me.
12For troubles without number surround me; my sins have overtaken me, and I cannot see. They are more than the hairs of my head, and my heart fails within me.
13Be pleased, O LORD, to save me; O LORD, come quickly to help me.
14May all who seek to take my life be put to shame and confusion; may all who desire my ruin be turned back in disgrace. 15May those who say to me, "Aha! Aha!" be appalled at their own shame.
16But may all who seek you rejoice and be glad in you; may those who love your salvation always say, "The LORD be exalted!" 17Yet I am poor and needy; may the Lord think of me. You are my help and my deliverer; O my God, do not delay.